Saturday, June 26, 2021

Best friend

 You stepped on that bus the first time

My heart was gone it was no longer mine

It belonged to you 


We never got together 

Yet we remained friends

All through school 


We made memories 

We had good times and bad


You got married  and had kids

I got to watch your family grow


20 years later

Friends we still are

One of the best I've ever had

What is it

 It's out there

What it is

I know not


I want to travel the four winds and find out

I want to seek out other 

Worlds

Lands

Cultures

Until I find out what it is


And once I find it

I want to explore more


Past, present, future

 Who you were

Weak struggling to hang on

Learning life's lessons 

Fight and winning battles 

Some setbacks along the way

But you keep going 


Who you are

Wiser

Stronger 

Still fighting 

Still pushing the boundaries 

Learning life's lessons 


Who you will become 

The final product 

A life of struggles 

A life of lessons 

Wrapped up into one single unit 

Wise

Strong

Ready for anything 

Friday, June 25, 2021

React

 If I told you that I love you 

How would you react

Would you accept those words as true

Or just laugh in my face


If I poured out my heart and soul 

Would you care

Would you welcome me

Or

Would you turn away


If I told you that I love you 

How would you react

Tuesday, June 22, 2021

I'm sorry

 Looking at the pictures of you and the kids

Brings back memories good and bad

You and the kids left

I can't blame you


I know I was a neglectful husband and father

I know I messed up

I know you couldn't handle my ways any longer

You did what was best 


I'm sorry I treated you and the kids the way I did

I'm sorry at the times my temper flew out of control

I know it scared you everytime I punched the wall


I never layed a harmful hand on you or the kids

That you know is true

Yes I drank to much at times

When Life went downhill

I know I blamed you


I know now that wasn't true

I know now it was the booze


My drinking was just the start

Much worse happened 

I'll leave that stuff between us

Though I never layed a harmful hand on you or the kids


Like I said before

I don't blame you for leaving 

It was best 

Prayer

 

Lord

Use me as you wish

Use me for your glory

This Lord

Is my wish

PRAISE GOD

 

Lord I praise you

My voice I raise to you

For the life you gave me

May I never feel sorrow

Even in my darkest of times

I am so glad you have set me free

 

Lord I love you

I’m glad my life’s found you

I got your mercy

I found your honest truth

 

Jesus Lord of Lords

 

Jesus I’ll praise you

With all my might

Your awesome love

Is completely out of sight

I will take you

Wherever I roam

I can’t wait

To see my Heavenly home

 

Jesus Lord of lords

you are the one

Who I adore

 

Jesus King of kings

I’ll lift my voice

I’ll let your praises ring

 

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Pictures of the cows

















 

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