Love you Lord

How do I love you Lord
You provide all that my spirit needs
You have pulled me
From the depths of despair
Saving my life time and again.

O how I love you Lord
Praises to you I sing
Never ending
Never halting
Just one continuously sang chorus

Follow Me

Follow me my friend
I will take you
Somewhere you've never been

To a land of pure delight
Where your imagination takes flight
Magical things
Stranger things
Roam free

Your fondest wish
At your will' s command
If you wish it
You can have it

Follow me my friend
I will take you
Somewhere you've never been

Dear world

Dear world
I give up
You beat me
I am lost
I am lonely
I am hurt

I tried my hardest
You just pushed me down
Time and again

You win world
Nothing left to do
But end this sorry existence
That has been my life

I doubt anyone will miss me
I doubt anyone will even notice
I was never that well liked

Well this is it world
So long
Good bye

They tell you

They tell you how to look
They choose your friends
They tell you what to wear
They tell you
They tell you
They tell you
Society is one big machine

Peer pressure
School
Religion
The Government
Just a few outlets of the machine

The machine
Tries to conform you
Strip you of your identity
Remove all individuality
To turn you into
Mindless
Soulless
Obedient
People
Who bend to the will
Of those in charge

I love her

I love her
I cherish her
I worship the ground she walks on

I love her
There's no simpler way to put it
Her personality
Is one of a kind
The way she hugs me
Sends me to heaven

When we talk
There's much care between us
Our thoughts
Our dreams
We share
Opening up to my emotions
Is so easy with her

The time we send together
 Is golden
Even if we never say a word
Just being with her is enough

When she laughs
It is as if heaven opened up
And the angels sing

No
No
No
No
No

They keep telling me
 I'm not good enough
They keep calling me a freak

No

You don't know me
You don't know the trials
 I've been through
Are you willing to walk
My path with me
No, didn't think so
You would rather
Stand there and laugh at me

They say
I will never amount to anything
I should give up
Stop trying
They say I am stupid

No

Your words mean nothing to me
I dare to dream
I dare to fly
Yes I may fall
But
If I never try
How will I know
If I don't push the limits
How will I know
To what great height I can achieve

They say I'm fat and ugly
They say

No

I say
Shut up
I'm done listening to you

How many times

How Many times times
Have I thought of ending it all
How many times
Have I just wanted to die

Slit my throat
Cut my wrist
Let the blood flow
Release the pain
Sleep
To never wake again

The pain
The sorrow
Of life is more than I can stand