Truly Lived

Have I truly lived?

Nay

When I have filled

Each second

Each moment

Each day

To it’s fullest

Until I have

Lived

Learned

Loved

All there is

Then “I have truly lived”

I would say

Until I have given my all

To each task I take on

Until I have given to

Every charity and beyond

Until I can cure

The child who falls ill

Then I can say

“My life’s fulfilled”

Have I truly lived?

Nay

Until I stop living for myself

Until I start living for the needs of others

Then and only then

“I have truly lived”

I would say

Life

Run the race

Set before

You to run

This Crown

With this crown upon my head

I once was living but now am dead

I was dead yet am alive again

With this crown upon my head

With this crown upon my head

I once spoke words so it is said

I spoke of peace not of dread

With this crown upon my head

With this crown upon my head

I healed the sick and raised the dead

I gave food so all could be fed

With this crown upon my head

For a crown of thorns is all it be

Upon my head it means more to me

With this crown my life I laid

With this crown my spirit I gave

Word of God Speak

Word of God speak

Calm down my rage

Turn me from the inhuman monster

That I have become

In to a productive member

Of your kindom

Word of God speak

Strip me bare

Wash my soul

Wash my heart

Make them clean once more

Shine your light

Guide me out of the darkness

Place me upon the true path

Word of God speak

May those words

Fill my heart

Fill my soul

Fill every nook and cranny

Of this poor excuse of a man

May those words

Work thier magic

To change

To transform

To remold and shape me

According to your purpose

Word of God speak

May your words

Never stop working in me

May they forever reconstruct

Remolding and reshaping

Thoughout my life

As you see fit

So I may forever be

A flashlight

Shining your glory

Into the darkness of this world

Word of God speak

May my life reflect the teachings

Of those words

So all that see me

So all that hear me

May come to know

Your glory and love

Help

I need your help

Can it wait

I need your help

I'm busy

Go Away

You are always happy to help your friends

But when I need help

I get thrown out like trash again

Can't you see I'm hurtting

Can't you see my pain

Can't you see the tears

Streaming down my face

I need your help

Can't you see

Please

Please

Don't Ignore me

Finding Myself

When I act different they say,

"You're not acting like yourself,"

But how the hell do they know?

I REFUSE to be what people expect me to be.

I'm trying to find myself,

And I still don't know who I am yet.

But everyone should just stop!

I'm not going to reach your expectations,

And, honestly, I'm not even going to try to.

FUCK YOUR EXPECTATIONS!!!

I'm going to be whoever I want to be.

The only 3 people I'm trying to impress,

Are me, myself, and I.

So don't tell me you're disappointed in me,

Because I'm not trying to please you.

I'm gonna be the best me I can be!

And I'm not gonna stop until I'm happy.

So hate on me all you want,

I don't mind.

But, just know that, I'm no longer listening.

Peace

Peace

Is like a

Blast of cool air

On a

Hot day