Fine

 Sometimes I say I'm fine

When in reality 

I am fuing inside

I say I'm fine

Because I have no words

To express what is happen

Sometimes I say I'm fine

But

I am falling apart

Mentally 

Emotionally

Physically 

Sometimes I say I'm fine 

I feel as if I am on 

Death's doorstep

Waiting for that door to open

So I may go in