High school Loser

I love her
She doesn't even know I am alive
She is one of the popular ones
I am one left in the dustpan of life

But
My heart beats for her
My blood flows for her
I wish to be with her

It will never happen
We are from two different worlds
She has her popular friends
I have no one

I am the one bullies always prey on
Make fun of
Laugh at and tease
Beat up
Or play mean jokes on

I am nothing to her
Yet
I hope
I dream
For the day she sees me
And the love I have for her

Until then
The shadows is where I remain
An outcast
To love in secret
While bullies have there mean fun